IntenseDreamerism.

2009-10-18T08:19:00.000-07:00

yoyo i never blog for 1 week liao ! :P lol .
I today went to meetup with melvin , yongli and chris. Haha to play pool and L4D . haha it is so fun ! We went to some mysterious place to play pool which cost arnd $10 plus haha. It was like so freaking hot today . i can't stop complaining :P . it was like 34 degrees outside. LOL . So we went to play pool and i keep on winning lol . :x . then they like bu shuang xD ! . lol ! Then i feel guilty la . lol then we went to play Left 4 dead we spent 30 min finding out how to play tgt . den ask the guy can liao ma lol haha den chris join . :P he did not join for pool haha .. we play and we went to some random coffee shop to eat beancurd the beancurd drink quite nice i like . + you tiao~~ :D . then went back home and slack ! :)

2009-10-11T08:34:00.000-07:00

Drools....
This is how nice is sun
emo.
Looks like one X right?
me infront of the sun! :D
Sun..
I wish that is my ferry!
Random.
Random.
:o
Some people

:D
>:(

Outings . =)

2009-10-11T08:18:00.000-07:00

hey hey! its been awhile i update my blog! :)
Friday.
I went to cell group :) hehe recap on wad have pastor tan preached . But simpler :) Then we went to watch cloudy with a chance of meatballs . LOL damn funny ar! Jing said that the mayor talking to the main char like very satan haha! . It was good i rate 4.5/5 :D nice nice . then went to eat haha. . Jing saw the movie of pasta she feel like eating pasta :) . den i ate ice kachang and we fellowshiped~ :D.

Saturday .
Service ! it was great Pastor kong told us about suffering . and about the book of Job . It is a good book to read and it was like we suffer through the pain . We pass the test, we Love god, we will get double . xD . and yeah . must go through suffering and continue to love god. ^^ then went to our best coffee shop to eat ban mian! :D quite long that never eat ban mian . hehe . After that we went to Jurong point and window shopping ;) . and fellowship more ;D den went home.

Sunday.
Went out with teck hong! xD . We went to west coast and have fun there we went to book a cart but it was like $12/hour . Siao right? i was like wad the........... we went to take pictures . alot of pictures and alot of pictures. hehe . later i put out . ! then went to IMM eat pepper lunch . we ate the same thing lol . we got 1 free miso soup LOL . haha so bad sia us . :x . Then went to window shop shop and went home . :D

CPA and maths. <3

2009-10-07T05:17:00.001-07:00

Yes . yesterday was maths . it is... freaking easy easy . i tell you even primary 6 pupil can do it! . roar meows! :) . omg omg priase the lord! xD i think i could get like 48/50 lorhs. hehe . :) . after that went out with teck hong! . Go play at town area , marina barrage den go to suntec thr . LOL exam period go town wa we power man . then we went to drink coffees at starbucks hehe . . I drank dark mocca cold and teck hong drink cappuccino . He like drinking air he said . LOL . it really quite taste like air . but he go buy the xS coke lol . So its ok . hehe . Then we went home i took alot of pictures lol. i dun haf USB wire! ROAR!...

Today was a day that CPA is freaking easy LMAO! i was like doing normally i checked. only 1 mistake -_- it was like . funny mistake . They say there will be this kind of program that block people to see what are you doing through internet. SO. it is a spyware larhs . They asked what is the program i go put . PLUG - IN! rofl. dam funny . den i correct it . it shuld be firewall . :) and yay i got that correct. PRAISE god! :D . hehe. Then i went to do it in 15~20 minutes . den i was like sleeping in the whole paper :) then miss jess cant believe it , but i also cant believe it . i slept till like snoring but Samad say i din snore . LOL. so yeah . i am lvl 115 on MapleSEA hercules! yay! .

:).

EbS / Science .

2009-10-05T01:41:00.000-07:00

Wooweets! N levels finally here . lol Today was Science and EbS. Waseh EBS was exremely hard and science was extremely ok . LOL . I was like complete in 1 hr and 15 min "for the EBS .. WDH! so hard -.= okays i will talk about the science 1st . hehe . It was easy . Its is like the normal exam paper that we took normally but it is easier then normal exam papers . :)
10% brain juice gone . ..... went home and study with Jia Li EBS! lol . ... Bad bad bad bad news ...okays. i will tell like normal story. :)
OKAYS EBS super hard T_T 89% brain juice gone! wdh . it is like. WOW! omg omg omg omg. super super hard sia . 1st question is already like. ._. wahlaos . but ok larhs . it is still super hard it is like difficulty x10 of normal paper. -_-" i was like sad lar . after the paper i refill my brain juice by SLEEPING! i slept for 15 minutes straight LOL . charging battery ar wad you think . then i was like sadded lor . i sleep till snore sia wdf. snore abit lor . LOL ~!@#$%^&* Times up everyone complaint SO HARD LEH! WE 1st BATCH SIAH .... i also agree lor we 1st batch cambridge bully us. walaoehs .

Kingdom of heaven sake!

2009-10-03T21:57:00.001-07:00

Yay. i am blogging today :) hurray . Yesterday was service for me and mid autmn for me too ! :) went to my church and have service with god . :D . Pastor tan was preaching! . :) . He is cool . He was talking about the kingdom of god. And Matthew 19 . He said we should live our life for the kingdom of heaven sake . We must remove wad is beneficial and what is pleasing others. So there are 3 types of people who needs healing.. Marriages, Parents and children and Rich/Wealthy people . We must repent and believe . :)We have not pass the test in kingdom of heaven perspective. So a life that is healed is a life for the kingdom of heaven sake! . :) And with god all thing is possible, we must be like god .

But many who are first will be last, and many who are last will be first. [Matt 19:30]

And yay this is all after the service, then mid autumn :) went to play and it rained ! omg . wet grass many ppl slipped lol . we went to play the base game i think . o.o quite fun . hehe run about and run about den we make a word W319 . then we took a picture :) today CG is so less people everyone busy! lol . so . like 7 ppl overall . sianed =.=" den went home and sleep.

The way i describe life.

2009-10-03T20:49:00.000-07:00

Life is meaningless! i dunoe why i always have this sukky life . sometime i really really want to cry to god. Family classmate friends, all their attitude is just keep on arrowing me arrowing me and arrowing me . They dun say about my positive things but negative things.

Mother also , always always bad mood then quarrel! this morning about some stupid soup den quarrel till my negative thing . She thinks that she is so perfect! but i am not . i lousy i stupid i crappy. She said that 'You want compare compare to the top larh!!' then i was like erm. am i not top before? when i am a top in NT do you even have any present or party for me? ALL you care is SHARE SHARE SHARES GAMBLE GAMBLE GAMBLE . wdf? share drop then no mood show face to me ? ehhh come on lar. i honor you i never tell anyone leh . wdf? now you like that , how am i suppose to live? INFLUENCIAL leh . wah laos . i dun like her le larh . sob sob . She is like dragon to me larh . say i didnt respect her. she didnt even see other people. gangster all those , seriously if i din follow christ , i would be a gangster already. Today i did some things that she wants me to do. SHE SAY I DID NOT!

So .... Jing! i need some solution from you. The only true friends that i have is my cell group, church, and some of my friends . is this the worm that pastor talks about? ):

I really really can compare , yesterday is great fun but this morning is great quarrel and bad ass sad thing .

God prepares a whale , a plant , a worm and a violent east wind.

2009-10-02T06:22:00.000-07:00

Woohoo! mid autumn festival has come! :D .. i see a bright FULL - round - moon! :D . hehe! so nice ... HEHE .. i left 2 more days to revise back all my science lol. now i am so.... nervous . :) hehe i have confident . :) I can do everything through him who gives me strength! :D [Phil 4:13] hehe ... So . this is today's post . :) . Today play maple thought lvl 2 times xD . . hehe ... need to chiongster face in revising all i need in science and EBS . :) . heehee monday ._. OK with all of that :D .

Today's CG .
Today's CG was about prayers . As a christian we need to pray or else for wad we be christian . saved oni ma . haha BUT still must pray . ! :)
When i am saved. i dunoe about jesus! LOL .. so ... i continue my walk with god . :) As i became a christian longer i feel that being christian is that we are 100% going heaven! wow that's good news hehe . that is the 2nd week of christianity walk i think . den i know about this! nobody told me that tho . Cos i went to service and i know god more . :) wakakakaka .. so . as i moved on to City Harvest Church . I have realised that we are a big FAMILY that move together and move together and move together. hehe... I am most impact by the FOP 2009 about the sermon about Worrying. . hehe .. so yeah .

Okays . i have talk about my christian walk Part I hahaha! greek numbers. GREAT! must be so greeky one . :) .. okays back to the OLD topic! .
Today is bout ... PRAYERS! . we must pray everyday! or else it wun work just like dat like a blink of an eye. so. i have know the methods of prayers . :) We must ask wad we want to pray for . Ask for it and that Seek god! hehe .. Seek god and den knock . :) Its kinda easy huh???
First , Ask is Prayers . . :)
Second, Seek is WorShip
Third, Knock is Pray together.
Okays . so this is the three main points that we need to know . :D this week CG is really like the 20th anniversary LOL cos the songs. it is so same :x.

So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. [Luke 11:9]
And yes this is what exactly i said? :)

So long never update xD

2009-09-28T09:15:00.000-07:00

HiHi! so long never blog =D . LOL ... so dead siahx . i am at maplestory chionging for super long ? and studying . lol . i am like multitasking lorz. z.z .. sleeps .! i feel like so sleepy today . lol .. . I am gonna make a band containing some peoples ;) ... anyone wanna join me? :D ned peoples hehe ... Btw.... this is wad i did today! =D ..
I went out with my brother :D teck hong haha ... he so good lorhx! We went to ion . i never went thr before lol den we explore further and further LOL ... we explore and take pix =D . den we go to a shop with books and read lol .. after that we went to seoul garden o_O . nice ar the food! so full. lol . hehe den we went to explore at esplanade =D fun sia . hehe . i sang song abt our school and dunoe lar .! random stuff? hehe. .. den we went home =D lol ... quite random stuff >< tmr got school haiz . go study . LOL . seeyas! :)

From facebook

2009-09-09T07:02:00.001-07:00

This is by Swordy to Fira

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tell her

i have a more unacceptance life

i am not accepted because of my looks

yet i still continue life

sometime i feel that my mother is unfair to me

i quarrel with my mum

mum*

i still accept life

people think i am too show offy

but i tell them if i show off what are you?

i am still accepting life

people make me jealous

and people are saying me jealous

and i said

i carry a smile on my face

when im jealous

im still accepting LIFE!!@#$%^&*()

because

God created me

of a purpose

and he created me

and created us

and said we are interesting

and learn to have faith

and why are'nt you accepting life?

i accept life

i put a mask

everywhere i go

inside is feeling sad

but i smile

chinese ppl say i pork all those despite my outer look

i still dun care about them

why are you even caring about us gossiping bout you?

i went through 4 years of pain

1 year of betrayal

hw bout you?

is ur pain worse then mine?

i cry to god

why am i created

cos of accepting life and christ in my heart

Fullstop

TESIMONY

2009-09-09T06:38:00.000-07:00

I have a living testimony. A testimony like someone else . a testimony that god knows in me. i really kept this testimony all on my heart. but im gonna reveal this testimony to all.
Before i had been a christian , i faced many things like being betrayed. being hated for so long being unaccepted. even though i went to class every morning 7.45am i saw the man i feel the strong hatrad in his eyes since sec 1. I felt like piercing thru his heart and i feel unacceptance because of my outer looks? i told myself ,i cant do it tolerate this anymore I CANT TOLERATE FOR 4 FREAKING YEARS! . I began violence on people. began to have a fight with some of my friends . depressed . nothing that i could imagine. when i had a fight with the person i felt. why am i doing this . loook at my own hands fighting with someone. Sec 3 , i accepted christ through someone. and i took services at church . and i heard pastor said. FORGIVENESS! forgiveness forgiveness.... love ur neighbours,ur enemies too . after i heard this . i felt in my heart why am i having a fight with my hands? and i told myself i would forgive enemies and friends too from now on. Sec 4, i forgave them . forgave them... forgave them..... and i had new friends! Fira fara Joanna Kevin Jiali and tasnia :) friends. that i had . god sent someone to accompany me i am free.. although i feel jealous sometimes. i still put a smile on my face. i can do it. why? because i felt accepted and i felt that. everytime i feel accepted i feel that there is faith between us .

So . this is my living testimony that i have .

Radiate

2009-08-18T06:54:00.000-07:00

i like this! HAHA

This too! :)

FLUNK

2009-08-18T06:41:00.000-07:00

Hellos all :) i am bored from boredom! i got bad grades for prelim but ... improved english and chinesE! :) this is great! morning...
1st period was chinese read the textbook . lol talk about the dream =.= i duneo my dream :x LOL .
2nd period playing crazy cups at PE! sia . not fun lor i expect tennis -_-:
Recess went to eat chicken cutlet . :) nice quite big HEHE! then went to class to recieve our maths paper BADLY DONE! D: .
After that was science.... ALSO BADLY done! crappy sia...
English atleast is okok :) . haiz i think i need more study liaox!

To those who are my enemies

2009-07-16T22:09:00.001-07:00

To those. rubbish? dogs? foolish people? people who never think about future?
Don't you think i am the one who keep my mouth shut and you are the one who keep on calling people names?
To those who keep calling names: I describe you people as the one who you are calling so example. you call me pork. i dun mind. DO YOU ACT LIKE ONE? yes you do YOU ACT WORSE then one at least a pork is better then you guys. foolish gangsters. YOU KNOW that you dun like this blog . but you still spam it are you stupid enuff to type anything that downgrade urself? you might as well close the website.
To those who think they are big. : You think i am scared of you guys? i have over 50 people outside to backstab you guys. you think i even care ? when i fight back. i downgrade myself. Do you think? i dun have the strength to push you down from 3rd floor; our class? i just forgive you guys .

"The second is this: Love your neighbours as yourself.' There is no commandment greater than these." Mark 12:31. (NIV)

I dun mind forgiving you guys more eventhough you guys still act childish . Please la act like pri 5 kid. Maybe no. WORSE than primary 5 year old kiddo.

Chiongster or not??? lol

2009-07-13T06:28:00.000-07:00

today kinda boring. .. nice to start off HAHA :D ..
CPA ...
Was fine done 2 practicals .. haha.. quite fast thought teacher shocked to see i finish 2 practicals haha everyday like the same one lor merge document haha... zul and sadiq cheat sia the test sohai kena from teacher call parents! haha
Mother tounge... :) ..
Never bring book sia! teacher never do anything thats great :) but i still need to do my homework haha ...
After that was maths...
talk about jia xun jung mung and jian long make so much noise teacher complain then teacher go and scold them haha serve them right! bleahs! ... then talk about the cheating case of sadiq and zul sohai sohai...
Recess..
At class.... WAS FASTING! rawr. .. so bored. sit and pray ... and do random stuff :)
After that was EBS THEORY!!!
EBS test sia! wdh!!! ... sudden attack so.... heart beat pump dam fast siol counted in CA... never study sia ... den like gonna fail lor... then went home and maple :) ..

W319 movie outing!

2009-07-08T08:11:00.000-07:00

yay today was fun...
School.
Nothing much really went to practice for maths and science test so hard! petrochemical sobs.. then for PE play tennis haha my favorite game :) .. then CPA nothing much too practice theory and practical then finish the fastest den i slept den went home and played maple going lvl 26! :D

W319 movie outing! :D
yay went to watch transformers 2 the 2nd time with my CG! :D quite fun . when i was at the MRT i search for CGmates haha .. den i managed to find yongli! :D haha lol then we went to find alvin then we went to see the tickets how much .. it cost $6 lol ... haha .. then went to Value shop to buy some drinks and buy some snacks to smuggle to the movie theatres i managed to succeed . :D . then bought tickets and went in~~ then we watch the movie so funny haha .. after the movie we go fellowship at the food court me and alvin eat kuay chap :D .. quite nice ... the uncle good give me additional soup :) .. then went home and BLOGGED ..

Love

2009-07-07T07:11:00.000-07:00

hi alls~ today is my 3rd post of this brand new blog! :D
Mother tounge
Quite ok teacher very kind i never bring textbook den teacher print for us! ^^ so good i done my xi zi and still got activitie book sigh then need to do lor homework >_> ..
PE..
YAY my fav game. tennis :D i quite bully cos i know how to coordinate and how to shoot haha quite bully la :x. quite fun though...
Recess!
YAY its recess! :D ... went to eat my fav western food :) . then went to chat with my usual friends fira fara kevin joanna haha today tasnia never come :X . .. more space for me haha JOKING! .
Maths
Practice ar! so boring wanna sleep ... no calculator cannot do anything sian..
Science
Quite cool talk about ITE and the paper we went thru..
English..
TOTALLY NOTHING TO DO.. @_@

After all the day of study.... IT time for... a rest! went to youth hub slack and self revision for my upcoming test sob. . i dun like chemistry lor serious . den went to do the receipt thing then went to chat with liang jie awhile. lol is he chat with me for awhile .. HAHA ... den went home and played maplestory and im lvl 24 weeee! im gonna be 2nd job~~:D

I do not want relationship with her as i want to be closer to god and i wanna concentrate on my studies rather than such things :) are'nt such thing happen? i rather be normal friends rather to have a girlfriend.

Youth day!

2009-07-06T07:28:00.000-07:00

Youth day >.>
Yay today youth day i feel so youthy XD cos its youth day! :D went to youth hub for the TURN IT UP! event weeeex the title from me one HAHAHA!! .. we went to west coast and have fun we played an ice breaker game called whacko! haha quite fun and FUNNY! alvin yilong and liangjie forfeit bleah ! then went to play MY game dog n bone so fun haha many ppl chiong to get the bone haha .. then captain banana! haha so funny squashy squashy bananas and we go to the coast and emo :X .. then went to play the mummy war i be crazy and strip the mummy's clothings haha i am so wild then we got 2nd T_T all my effort sobs then we play the flour candy dam disgusting 'yilong saliva' eeeeeeeeeeee >.> suey ar with yilong group haha . then we play the ball game haha .... quite fun tho :D .. then we go youth hub and small meeting . about the overall game we planned isit good or bad lor haha then went home and blog and tatas~sleep :D

LYL the service! (Live Your Life)

2009-07-04T20:24:00.000-07:00

Yo sup guys! this is the 1st time im blogging for THIS BLOG! haha im gonna keep things afresh tho as my old blog is already dead :) ..

LYL service
Yesterday was a really fun day! . me and alvin is jumping like crazy and we were desperate for god! haha . the praise is good. the sermon is good. the worship is good too! at the end service is GREAT! :D . after that we went to play the games haha LYL games i ate so many snacks and took alot of drinks haha need to lose weight le . diao~ den we went to our favourite coffee shop!

Fellowship
haha... me and alvin went thr eat the chicken rice haha buy 2 get 1 free . :D .. then the others eat ban mian :X. Wei jie was confused and we drank his coke HAHAs! . we so bad :X ..

Going home
We went back home. Poor Alvin no money to go home then Jeremy lend him 5 bucks haha .. then he managed to go home poor thing . then we saw his mother and his mother so good that she treat us drink. :D thanks aunty! then we went home and i slept at 1am! lol was playing trickster.

Seeya! :D